Adrift

Everything in balance.. 

If you constantly focus on your long view trajectory in life, you may find yourself obsessing, impatient and anxious over the perception of slow progress toward the goal. 

But if you focus only on the here and now, you may find when you finally pay attention, that you are wandering around your life aimlessly and without purpose. 

This later state is where I find myself. I am not depressed or anything, just aimless. Adrift perhaps, without a map and very little understanding of how to navigate.

Perhaps a study of cartography..